a little history.

here I am trying to get a release on my stress, and you get to enjoy my relationship adventures after being cheated on. i’m changing all the names for everyone’s sake.After dating C. for a little over a year, I find out (for the third time) he’s cheated on me. With a coworker. Could it have been any more convenient? She was tall and beautiful. That’s really nice. Why couldn’t she be fat and ugly, so at least I still felt better than her? And since when should I need to feel better about the girl who injected herself into MY relationship?  Well, after a summer of making him work his ass off to get me back, I took him back. Things were GREAT for the first few months. And then. It happened. Again. And now, here I am stuck in a shitty position. How can a man make you love him and then go out and find another girl? Another gorgeous girl to make my self-esteem a little worse. Now, he wants to be the consummate boyfriend again. What am I to do? Well, I told him we can’t be together. So what does he do? Says he wants to be together, and  now is doing everything he knows I like. He wants to cook for me and come snuggle at night. What is going on here? On a positive note, I got a guy to get my phone number at a bar this weekend. Bar, I know. He probably did it so I would stop talking. Let’s see what happens. See you tomorrow.